I’ve finally found someone that I could hold on to but only to let him go
He was my motivation, and my hope but now it all seemed so pointless
I never could find the reason why I loved him so much
I just did, and I guess these kind of things just happens
I still remember the feeling, that feeling that once rushed in so fast
Each time I see him, that feeling seemed to come back again
But sometimes, I think the feeling seems to be fading and fading
I thought of holding on to him and never letting him go
and I thought of just leaving, if it were the best for him
because I know he deserves so much more than what I could give
I still can’t find the reason why I love him so much 
He wasn’t the hottest guy around, or the sweetest
but he meant so much to me, maybe a whole lot more
His intelligence always seemed to dazzle me
He’s still my inspiration, and the person I’d look up to
and every time I talk to him, I can’t help but put a smile upon my face
Sometimes I wished we could be more than friends
but I was really grateful that I even got to be with him
and it was enough, he just gave me so much to hold on to
I continue to wonder, whether to let him go or not 
Time pass, and he still leaves me dazed and speechless.


to my exboyfriend