Thursday, 11 November 2010

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You're better off with someone else

It's for the best I know it is but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why you're so hard to forget
Don't remind me, I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you, not over you

Aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard

Should be strong, movin' on but I see you
Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around, you're with her now
I just can't figure it out



Maybe I regret everything I said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now I'm on my own, how I let you go
I'll never understand

Wednesday, 10 November 2010

i have to lie to him. i can't move on. 

Tuesday, 9 November 2010

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreadin' 'bout this other boy
Do you do what you did when you did with me.
Does she love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me, That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts

This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
But that should be me
That should be me

You said you needed a little time from my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies

What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know



I need to know should I fight
For love Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain from my heart

Saturday, 6 November 2010

awesome!





























this is so mean.





















the harder i pinch you, the more i love you. so when you have bruises that means i love you a lot :D

sometimes you have to act like you don't care even when you do care. alot.

no one can change a person. but someone can be a reason for a person to change - SpongeBob

and if you ever forget how much you really mean to me. everyday i will remind you.

i’ll never get tired of you. i’ll never get tired of looking at you. i’ll never get tired of the way you smell. i’ll never get tired of hearing your voice. i’ll never get tired of the way your hands feel in mine. i’ll never get tired of kissing you. i’ll never get tired of the way you go after me if i walk away. i’ll never get tired of your smile. i’ll never get tired of your laugh. i’ll never get tired of sitting on the hard bleachers watching you play the game you love. i’ll never get tired of the songs that remind me of you. i’ll never get tired of telling you how adorable you are. i’ll never get tired of telling you i love you. i’ll never get tired of hearing it.

i'm just hoping that you're somewhere out there thinking about me too.


i love you also means i love you more than anyone loves you, or had loved you, or will love you, and also, i love you in a way that i love no one else, and never have loved anyone else, and never will love anyone else


tell me when you need me, cause i love you so much.

it's the scariest thing ever to realize how much someone means to you. when it hits you, i mean really hits you, all these thoughts and questions rush through your head at once. a sad emotion even starts to creep on you slowly inch by inch as you start to wonder. what if for some reason things don't work out? how are you possibly going to live without you? someone that was once a stranger now is the only person you know  like the back of your hand. someone you once had no emotion for, now has the power to break your heart. someone you never used to hang out with, now owns most of your time. someone you ever thought you'd love, now owns your entire heart. someone you once lived without, you now wish to hold onto forever.

i don't know if you know this, but you're the first person i truly loved.

what are you really waiting for? why not take a chance? stop being afraid. stop hiding. you think you have time. but you never know. it could be gone tomorrow. you could be dying today.

you talk to me then you stop all of a sudden. you promise me things that end up broken. you say one thing and it results in the complete opposite. you need to make up your mind. stop building up my hopes only to crush them in the long run.

i am not broken, just slightly damaged, a little bruised. these cuts will heal though. and these bruises will fade and eventhough the scars will always be there, you won't be able to notice them. i can cover them up with clothes i wear and the number of teeth that i show. you'll never suspect a thing. you'll never know.

remember today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday.