i'm sooooooooooooo hurt :( he's moving on and i'm left behind. i really love him. i just wanna say sorry for treating him so bad and being a bad girlfriend to him. i wanna try and change myself but it's too late. i can't live without you. and maybe it's true that i went out with someone just to forget about you. but it's hard for me to FORGET about you. i hope you're reading this. i know you don't wanna talk to me or chat with me. i'm really sorry. you're the best i ever had and i ruined it all. i know you don't trust me, but yeah. i still love youu, like so much.