waiting is easy. you know what's hard? realizing that the one you are waiting for is not coming back anymore.

sometimes, i wish you would apologize. because sometimes you hurt me, i have feelings too.

you know the difference between promises and memories? we break promises ; memories break us.

i'm tired of everyone yelling at me. i want someone to actually ask me what's wrong, as if they really cared. people are always asking me what  i want, and i'll always want to yell, " TO BE HAPPY ". i'm feeling empty, worthless, incomplete. i'm lacking motivation, but all i want is to be successful. sometimes i become too overwhelmed with my life, i just want everything to pause for one moment. everything is just not the way i want it to be. i want to escape. runaway. to be somewhere without feeling like a piece of me is missing.

i just don't want to be forgotten, when i'm gone.

things change and friends leave. and life doesn't stop for anybody.

it hurts to move on, but it hurts even more to hang onto somebody who's already gone.

don't you just hate it when people make a joke about you, about something that you are actually incredibly insecure about? and they won't ever realize it, but every fake laugh feels like a stab in your chest. why? because it hurts so much and brings up memories you'd rather forget. worse still, you can't say anything. because then people would know how insecure you really are. so instead you just laugh it off, and hide the pain you feel inside.

even if i fall in love again with someone new, it could never be the way i loved you.

don't bother reserving a space in your heart for someone who doesn't make an effort to stay.

i know i'm not easy to understand, i know i keep a lot inside, and i know i'm not the easiest person to read. but that;s okay. cause even though there's a lot about me you'll never know, there's a hell a lot of me you can learn to love.