WHY I RATHER HAVE GUY FRIENDS THAN GIRLS.

1. no drama.
2. they wouldn't spread my secrets.
3. they consider me as a sister.
4. they protect me.
5. they can intro me to their friends.
6. they don't hit on the guys i find hot.
7. they are good listeners.
8. they give good advice.

it hurts to love someone when we can't tell what we really feel .. because sometimes we get hurt without them knowing. we get jealous even if we have no right to feel that way. we want their time even if we are not in the position to demand for it. although our hearts are breaking in silence, we still continue to love them because somehow in this hurtful love there is still hope of having simple moments with them even if it means being just a friend.

so i've realized how much you mean to me. how close we are, how scared i'd be at the thought of losing you and i'm not sure what to do. it's a strange but lovely feeling, but i'm scared of falling for you, incase i fall too hard and you don't. what if what you feel is nowhere as strong as i feel. i don't want to fall into the stereotypical girl cliche but i think this post pretty much means i do. i don't doubt you, or doubt the fact that you care about me, at all, but life like to mess with things, and i'm scared that one day it will. i've known people who've been perfect together, and then some really silly things tears them apart. i know you probably don't believe in "forever" but i like how that sounds. i've lost too many people, to lose you too. i don't know. i'm not even sure what i'm talking about anymore. i'm over-tired. 

i will always forgive you, i only want you to realize what you have done wrong.

choose to love rather than hate.

choose to laugh rather than cry.

choose to create rather than destroy.

choose to persevere rather than quit.

choose to praise rather than gossip.

choose to heal rather than wound.

choose to give rather than steal.

choose to grow rather than rot.

choose to pray rather than curse.

choose to live rather than die.