DO YOU EVER JUST GET THAT FEELING WHERE YOU DON’T WANNA TALK TO ANYBODY? YOU DON’T WANT TO SMILE AND YOU DON’T WANT TO FAKE BEING HAPPY, BUT AT THE SAME TIME, YOU DON’T KNOW EXACTLY WHAT IS WRONG EITHER. THERE ISN’T A WAY TO EXPLAIN IT TO SOMEONE WHO DOESN’T ALREADY UNDERSTAND. IF YOU COULD WANT ANYTHING IN THE WORLD IT WOULD BE TO BE ALONE. PEOPLE HAVE STOPPED BEING COMFORTING, AND BEING ALONE NEVER WAS. AT LEAST WHEN YOU’RE ALONE NO ONE CONSTANTLY ASKS YOU WHAT IS WRONG AND THERE ISN’T ANYONE WHO WON’T TAKE, ‘I DON’T KNOW,’ AS AN ANSWER. YOU FEEL THE WAY YOU DO JUST BECAUSE, YOU HOPE THE FEELING WILL PASS SOON AND THAT YOU WILL BE ABLE TO BE YOURSELF AGAIN, BUT UNTIL THEN ALL YOU CAN DO IS WAIT.

THERE’S A CERTAIN PART OF OUR LIVES WHERE WE TRULY WISH WE COULD FREEZE TIME. WHETHER IT WAS THREE YEARS AGO, TODAY OR STILL TO COME, WHETHER IT WAS JUST A MOMENT, A DAY OR A WHOLE SUMMER. WE HAVE A TIME IN OUR LIVES WHERE WE WISH EVERYTHING WOULD JUST STOP. THE WORLD WOULD STOP TURNING AND PEOPLE WOULD STOP CHANGING. BECAUSE AT THAT TIME, EVERYTHING’S PERFECT

I’M THE MOST JEALOUS PERSON WHEN IT COMES TO YOU. I CAN’T IMAGINE YOU WITH OTHER GIRLS. AND IF I TRY TO, I GET ANGERED AND WORTHLESS. I JUST WANT YOU. I JUST WANT YOU TO WANT ME. NOT HER. NOT HER EITHER. AND DEFINITELY NOT HER

TRUST ME; I’M NOT LYING. I DO MISS YOU DEEP DOWN INSIDE. YOU TOLD ME THAT I WOULDN’T LOSE YOU, YET I LOST YOU. YOU TOLD ME YOU WANTED TO SPEND TIME WITH ME, BUT I DIDN’T GET MY CHANCE TO. SOMEHOW I SHOULD OF EXPECTED THIS TO HAPPEN, BUT I DIDN’T LET IT BOTHER ME. IT’S KIND OF LIKE I WANTED IT TO HAPPEN. YOU SAID THINGS THAT NO ONE HAS EVER SAID TO ME; YOU OPENED MY EYES TO WHAT SURROUNDS ME. YOU MADE ME REALIZE THAT I HAD A LOT MORE THAN I ACTUALLY THOUGHT; NO ONE HAS MADE ME FEEL SO LOVED LIKE YOU DID. YOU TAUGHT ME HOW TO LOVE. YOU TAUGHT ME TO NOT ONLY LOVE MYSELF, BUT YOU TAUGHT ME HOW TO LOVE OTHERS. WHETHER YOU BELIEVE IT OR NOT, I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU. IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?

JUST BECAUSE I’M YOUNG DOESN’T MEAN YOU CAN TREAT ME WITH NO RESPECT, DOESN’T MEAN YOU CAN TAKE ME FOR GRANTED, DOESN’T MEAN YOU ARE THE BOSS OF ME, DOESN’T MEAN THAT YOU CAN TREAT ME LIKE SHIT. DON’T EVER UNDERESTIMATE ME, I MIGHT BE MORE THAT YOU THINK I AM. I MIGHT EVEN BE MORE MATURE THAN YOU.

I’M NOT THE BEST PERSON TO FALL IN LOVE WITH. I GET JEALOUS EASILY, I HAVE A LOT OF INSECURITIES, I OVERANALYZE, I PUSH YOU TO THE EDGE, I GET HURT WHEN I’M NOT SUPPOSED TO, I ALWAYS PUT UP UNECESSARY FIGHTS.. BUT REGARDLESS OF THAT, YOU HAVE TO KNOW YOU STILL HAVE REASONS TO HOLD ON. YOU MUST KNOW THAT YOU ARE CHERISHED, TREASURED, AND ALWAYS THOUGHT OF EVERY MINUTE OF EVERYDAY. THAT YOU ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON TO SOMEONE WHO MAY NOT BE THAT SPECIAL, BUT YOU THOUGHT OTHERWISE. I MAY NOT BE THE BEST, BUT I WILL MAKE UP FOR IT BY LOVING YOU MORE THAN ANYONE CAN AND EVER WILL. THANK YOU FOR STAYING.

BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY YOU CHANGED ME FOR THE BETTER. FROM NOW ON I LOOK AT LOVE DIFFERENTLY. I WILL NO LONGER THROW THE WORD AROUND AND I WILL NO LONGER FALL FOR IT SO EASILY. I WILL BE CAREFUL WITH MY HEART SO IT DOESN’T BREAK AGAIN, FOR IF IT DOES IT MAY NEVER COME BACK. I THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME REALISE I HAVE MY OWN TWO FEET I CAN STAND ON, AND I DON’T NEED A MAN TO MAKE ME PROUD OF MYSELF. I KNOW YOU THOUGHT I WOULD NOT TAKE THIS WELL AND CRAWL BACK TO YOU THE SECOND I GOT A CHANCE, BUT I’M STRONGER. AND THIS IS MY NEW CHALLENGE AND I WILL DEFEAT IT. THANKS FOR HELPING ME REALISE I’M STRONG ON MY OWN.

i wish i could forget that you fucked my life

boy: what happened?

girl: he broke up with me. in front of everyone.

boy: that bastard. i'm gunna screw him over tomorrow.

girl: no, please don't. there's enough drama already.

boy: he broke your heart! he made you cry more than once already. he deserves to get beat up.

girl: no, please. i don't want any drama.

boy: i have to. he's just gunna keep fucking up some other girl's life after this.

girl: please, i'm begging you don't. i appreciate it, but please. stop being so protective.

boy: protective? of course i have to be protective. because if i'm not here to watch over you, who will? i'm the only one that's gunna be by your side always and forever. but you still don't know it. you still don't understand why, do you? you don't understand why i'm willing to do whatever it takes to please you. after all this time, you still don't know. well, you wanna know why? i love you, i freaking love you. ever since i met you. i've never stopped loving you. i've seen you cry over so many guys, seen you "love" them and whatnot. and it hurts me so fucking much, but because i love you, because i care for you, i haven't walked away. i've stayed with you, to make sure you'd be happy. i wanted you to always be happy, for you to always smile. and because i love you, i've done everything i could for you. and it kills me inside, everyday, to know that you don't feel the same way, and you never will.